Hello. Umm...alot of strange things happen to me. I have studied the psychic arts and believe that I am walking on a spiritual path, but it still scares me, some of the things that happen to me. Like, spirits seem to channel through me, and I remain conscious thruout, and i just start to act really crazy. I get all emotional, and start talking like I'm someone else, and I have no history of mental illness.
Than, whenever I'm around somebody, I seem to pick up on emotions and feelings. Like, when I'm around family, my mood will just change, like my mom is going through a dark moment, and when I'm around her, my entire 'persona?' changes, like my mood, my interactions with people, my thoughts, etc. And when I'm not around, I'm a happy friendly playful guy. But that's not all. When I go out into the world, I can sense when people are 'bad', like I can tell if someone is a murderer or whatever. And when I look people in the eye, it's like I can 'see' their soul. Like, I'm them, and I know what their experiencing in that moment, like 'I am them.'
Than, sometimes I'll hear voices, like last night in my room, I was massaging my neck and sorta tranced, when I heard "Somones' knocking" and than my grandma knocked on the door right after that. Sometimes, I heal people. I studied massage, and some of the people I worked on had chronic ailments, and when I was finished, it would be gone, like*poof* gone.
And when I was practicing, I could actually manifest stuff. Like, solid objects, but invisible. Like, I glued my friends foot to the ground, and she couldn't move it at all. She could move her foot inside her shoe, but couldn't lift her foot off the floor.
I just really need to know that their are people out their that can do this, cuz I feel like I'm insane. I tried telling my family, but most of them thought I needed to get help, you know head doctor help. And the others don't want to talk about it. Am I crazy, or am I psychic?