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For the past 5 or 6 years I've been having some things happen to me. I've always had a really good "sixth sense" about things around me. For example, If I'm playing poker or blackjack with friends, I get a tingle in my mid back and the hair on the back of my head stands up when the next card i get wins me the round. I have, for the most part, gotten that feeling any time luck is about to strike me.
Along with that, I've also had a keen sense to moods of rooms, houses, people I've never met. I can turn to someone and know weather or not I will get along with them, and know their personality without saying more than a sentence to them. I can finish others sentences before the first couple of words come out of their mouths.
Before I called all this just plain luck and being observant. Which i still consider it to be. Yet recently I've been having other thoughts as to what it might be.
I believe in "ghosts" and the paranormal. I'm not religious, but I believe that when we die, our mind goes out of the physical body to another plane of existence. I based these ideas when I was very young because the house I first lived in was a very active haunted house. I couldn't see anything, or notice anything out of the ordinary unless you count the normal experiences I shared with the rest of my family. Not until 6 years ago, after long being out of that first house, did I start to notice things about myself change.
When I fall asleep now, its a battle. right when I start to relax and I'm about to drift into sleep I hear noise. Not my heart beat or anything else like that, its like I can hear thousands of people talking at the same time. Almost like a dial radio spinning through the frequencies. It lasts well into my dreams and I can still hear it until I wake up. Sometimes there is a voice that stands out, loud over the rest of the noise, and I can make out that they are saying a sentence. Sometimes to me, sometimes to someone else. Its hardly ever the same voice twice, and its usually distinguishable between male and female, young or old. This happens every night before I fall asleep and most of the time I snap awake looking to see who was talking in my ear.
The last and biggest experience I had happened last week. I was walking in my back yard and looked back at the large window where a gap in the curtains was. I saw something move like an arm away from the window and then a large black figure rush away from it towards my hallway. After searching my empty house for someone who was inside I walked back outside past the window, and shot into a dream. My dream was a blond woman wearing a tan/skin colored gown was peaking at me from the window. she was staring at me with a kind of odd smirk which turned into a smile that exceeded the size of her face from ear to ear. Then I snapped out of my dream still standing where I was just staring at the window. Now when I walk around my house, inside or out, I get this vision of her smirking at me from behind walls and corners, and watching me through windows.
So the question is, Am I psychic? Am I crazy? Do I have a very active imagination? Am I just lucky? If I am psychic, What is the next step into learning whether I am or not. I have no control over any of these things and they just happen, so how do I proceed? Does Anyone else see what I do or have anything in common with what I've just explained?
Along with that, I've also had a keen sense to moods of rooms, houses, people I've never met. I can turn to someone and know weather or not I will get along with them, and know their personality without saying more than a sentence to them. I can finish others sentences before the first couple of words come out of their mouths.
Before I called all this just plain luck and being observant. Which i still consider it to be. Yet recently I've been having other thoughts as to what it might be.
I believe in "ghosts" and the paranormal. I'm not religious, but I believe that when we die, our mind goes out of the physical body to another plane of existence. I based these ideas when I was very young because the house I first lived in was a very active haunted house. I couldn't see anything, or notice anything out of the ordinary unless you count the normal experiences I shared with the rest of my family. Not until 6 years ago, after long being out of that first house, did I start to notice things about myself change.
When I fall asleep now, its a battle. right when I start to relax and I'm about to drift into sleep I hear noise. Not my heart beat or anything else like that, its like I can hear thousands of people talking at the same time. Almost like a dial radio spinning through the frequencies. It lasts well into my dreams and I can still hear it until I wake up. Sometimes there is a voice that stands out, loud over the rest of the noise, and I can make out that they are saying a sentence. Sometimes to me, sometimes to someone else. Its hardly ever the same voice twice, and its usually distinguishable between male and female, young or old. This happens every night before I fall asleep and most of the time I snap awake looking to see who was talking in my ear.
The last and biggest experience I had happened last week. I was walking in my back yard and looked back at the large window where a gap in the curtains was. I saw something move like an arm away from the window and then a large black figure rush away from it towards my hallway. After searching my empty house for someone who was inside I walked back outside past the window, and shot into a dream. My dream was a blond woman wearing a tan/skin colored gown was peaking at me from the window. she was staring at me with a kind of odd smirk which turned into a smile that exceeded the size of her face from ear to ear. Then I snapped out of my dream still standing where I was just staring at the window. Now when I walk around my house, inside or out, I get this vision of her smirking at me from behind walls and corners, and watching me through windows.
So the question is, Am I psychic? Am I crazy? Do I have a very active imagination? Am I just lucky? If I am psychic, What is the next step into learning whether I am or not. I have no control over any of these things and they just happen, so how do I proceed? Does Anyone else see what I do or have anything in common with what I've just explained?
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Permalink Reply by Cindy Roskamp on -
It sounds like you are getting psychic information to me. Spirit is helping you to realize this and showing you areas that you have abilities in. I always like to tell people who are just finding out their abilities to always be open to all you are given. Understand that what is happening to you is no mistake and don't let your rational mind dismiss it as a coincidence or deminish it, Develop trust in all you are given and always look for the message that is given to you through the things that happen. Doing these things will greatly open your awareness and expand your abilities in the timing that is just right for you.
Blessings,
Cindy
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Permalink Reply by DeborahAnna on -
Ahhh the old spirits keeping me awake all night talking to me or calling my name and snapping me out of a dead sleep causing me to go "Who's there?" Or the not so nice "Pleasssssssse let me sleep I got to go to work in the morning ! " This does seem rather familiar and I am sure when it comes to hearing Spirits or Spirit there are many of us ( Clairaudients ) that would just like a good nights uninterrupted sleep.
I've tried bargaining with them too promising that I would meditate and be more receptive during the day if they would just give me a break at night. Didn't work though I guess because I didn't quite get to that level of reception during waking hours mainly because I'm just lazy and not disciplined enough .So that is my fault not theirs.
Oh ! And how about this one having mini movies or slide shows of random things flashing through your mind all night in vivid imagery and then going "What the heck was that & what does it mean ?". I'm sure many clairvoyants have experienced that when trying to sleep. The images can be rather disturbing at times but not nearly as intrusive as as all that talking . How do you bargain with that ? Oh I promise to more vividly imagine a wide variety of images during the day so you don't have to teach me when I'm supposed to sleeping. That was the best I could come up with . LOL
And let us not forget the nights of downloading pure energy (usually tingling powerful light ) that you can feel in every cell of your body . I think the clairsensitives here can relate to not being able to sleep because of feeling such a powerful download of energy coursing through their bodies all night. Sometimes you would think you'd rather have restless leg syndrome , then you could bang on your legs until they at least turn numb. LOL ! But then when it is your whole body .....well even a good sleeping pill will not work.
Or for the prophetic (The Knowers ) out there .How about having these immensely powerful revelations that make you hop out of bed and go " Oh my God that makes so much sense " and just knowing the un-seen , un-heard ,& un-felt patterns of the universe . We are talking serious download there. The Knowers I just envy you I would willing trade for a whole lot less moving pictures , feeling & talking. Someone say they will trade please! :)
Now all of these experiences are either one of a few things. Either Spirit is opening you up to that particular area of sensitivity (teaching you) , you are getting a upgrade to a new level in something you already have or their is a particular reason , person, persons or event that you are being prepared for coming up soon.
If for any reason along the way you feel blocked in a particular area that used to work just fine don't worry about it . It just means another upgrade is around the corner . Most people will experience some kind of blockage before an upgrade. It is like when the computer has to go off line before installation of new and better software.
Now if I sound ungrateful or irritable with all of these happenings. I admit that they can be rather unnerving at times but truthfully I wouldn't give them up .I have learned to treasure these experiences and even look forward to them now . Yes I have even made Peace with it all !
But in the beginning when I did not really have any ideal what was happening it was pretty scary . So I do understand Curtis a lot of what you are feeling and wanted to let you know that you are not alone there are very very many people experiencing the same things you have experienced. Did I think I was going crazy when I had some of these experience? Yea in the beginning many times I did. But you will find that these experiences will validate themselves in time. And once you know this world exists and it is real you will not be able to close your eyes to the truth about it's reality anymore.
My advice is to give this time and give yourself time to learn , grow and validate what you are getting. Start exploring this new world that you have discovered .You do not have to do it all at once take your time and go at your own pace. Talking with others and sharing your experiences is a good step plus there are many good books available and a lot of information on the internet as well. Test everything along the way and if you come across anything that either you are not ready for or that doesn't seem to fit to you , lay it to the side. If it is important it will come back up again when you are ready and if it doesn't then it didn't really have any substance to begin with .
I hope this helps!
Love & Light
Deborah Anna
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Permalink Reply by Lisa C. Perry on -
Knowing.... Been there tooooo many times. Know when something is about to happen. Know that person soooo well, but haven't meet them yet. Know something is trying to get my attention but it's just at the edge of my reality. Just starting to relax and beginning to drift. Not asleep but so close that I enter the between world. Here I find the answers. Here it all makes sense, except if I come back I might not remember any more than that feeling of " oh my God, I had the answer but what was it?" If I stay I enter my dreams and might remember bits and pieces. I know this.... What you experiance is real, there is purpose behind everything. I have had that moment of clarity that told me, why? It all made sense. I remember that feeling of absolute peace. Knowing ! We are on the right path. We were chosen to recieve these gifts for a reason. And if we accept our part. Do our best to interpet. And touch every soul we can along the way. We will have fullfilled our lifes journey.
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Permalink Reply by Micheal on -
Yes........your not going crazy.....lol,The feeling you get when you sense room moods is commonly known as Empathic,"to sense anothers emotions"in this case room moods means you have a very open awremness of it,and you will find if you placed one person in mind you would find their feeling instantly.
Be careful with this gift as iv met many whom once had this pionted out had a flush of emotions that had to be tamed before proceeding to learn more about it.
Empathy goes hand in hand with most traits of psychic or spiritual nature,you will find it always as the backboard to the picture.
I do not think the haunted house you lived in had much influence apart from paerhaps learning a little about sense of presence ,to be relaxed around dead people isnt as easy at it looks,im happy to know they didnt treat you or your family badly lol.
Your sixth sense sounds to be working fine....im not sure wethor its a spiritual guide your sensing (presence usually raises hairs) or simply a hightened sense with the adrenalin of a winning streak,i think toplace yourself in a queiter enviroment and perhaps ask for a presence known to have moved on may perhaps shed some light on the hair raising over betting.
I do from time to time get chills when preminitions occur as most will find they do,......i think some of it stems from actually surprising yourself.....i know in time hairs dont rise so often and becomes a fact of life.....therefore being able to continue to preminate (hope i spelt that right)without hesitation of accnowleadgement.....perhaps im getting alitlle ahead....anyway Note:Try and find a better place than gambling for the gift."With great power comes great responsibilty"
As you fall alseep your subconcous lifts and voices or messages that cant be heard over our busy thoughts whilst we areawake can be heard in our sleep.
The thought that you may be hearing a thousand messages that arnt for you may appear a little daunting,in actual fact its nothing more than defining what you wish to hear before you sleep.As you have broad sense of empathy you also have a broad sense in your subconcous,You say it sounds like a radio...in my opinion if your subconcous is portraying a static off a radio,then perhaps to find the tuning button is in order...or even just picturing one....meditaion before sleep can bring all of this to a rest and a peaceful silence easily obtained when ever you wish Curtis,Seek which one brings you to peace and all will be quiet.To rise in sleeep can be mastered to the piont wher its at your disposal......mind sight extends much farther than you think,and feel this will siut youmore than astro travel.....again perhaps a little ahead of myself....but a nice thought.....
Iv found spirits sometimes leave certain ....echos behind them,when you had a vision of the woeman in the window i think thats exactly what it was,looking around perhaps accepting a presence has brought this vision to you,this will happen many times,in may different places....spirits that realize one is a around that holds mediumship skills, tend to come and at least have a nosey...dont be afraid as most are of peaceful nature.If you feel you are being harrased by a spirit the best thing to do is to tell it to leave,or at least show themselves and explain......mostmediums hold a natural resitance to spirits that are up too a bit of mischief.....like a unwriiten code that says...if that medium says leave...they leave,in streangtth your words should be spoken,confidence in knowing whith this gift comes that streangth.
If this fails and you still feel yourself being whacthed or smiked at,then find another good medium....in fact find one anyways.....safety in numbers my friend,also sometimes a religeous umbrella is handy,to beleive in a god,or many is to be defined by you,once found,so shall good protection.
All up Curtis many people go through the same as you,some are more defined,some are less,all of us (yes me to) should leaarn as much sa p;ossible share as much as we can,and know we are a part of something far greater,we are lucky and gifted,and at other times burdened and tired,we are human beings (yes you will be asked),and at no piuont in time should you allow another piont of veiw sway you from the truth.
THe truth is you are psychic,you are lucky,and you are you!
The will be times where your imagination will run away on you,its the imagination that measures the impossible my freind,dont knock it,define it.
Good luck hope to see you around :)
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Permalink Reply by Paula Kenney on -
Hello Curtis,
You're not crazy, so you can give up that worry. Truly crazy people don't know they're crazy. I am married to a fine psychotherapist and I communicate telepathically with the dead, see visions, etc. Fortunately, my husband is also highly intuitive and has also been known to communicate with the dead himself!
I just want to say one thing as a warning. When I was in my teens and having many paranormal experieinces, I was warned by my guides (I am evidently paranormally challenged, because I have 8) not to try to actively develop further psychic abilities, but rather to work on greater spiritual purity, and that the abilities would come in their own time. The spiritual work for me included avoiding negativity, being critical of others, or being judgemental. I also understood that I was to live a life of service to others and to help whomever and wherever I could. I believed then that this was simply spiritual instruction, but I was wrong. Rather, it was a serious matter of safety. The Law of Attraction is always at work. Thought creates. What you think about you will draw to you automatically. So, realizing that you are creating your world and your life at every moment, you certainly want to think, feel and behave in a positive manner. To do otherwise is to invite dark entities in, with all the trouble and entanglements that entails. Bless you.
Love and Light, Paula
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