Dreams, Healing and Premonition

I know I have not wrote anything for a while. Still using the old PC, so I have to type up everything offline and paste and copy. I do come here and read but I just have to share this.


I had a dream when I went to sleep on Monday the 19th of October 2009. It was very vivid. Sometimes my dreams are like I am really there, as if I am awake and not in a dream. This dream woke me at least three times, maybe more. The reason I woke was because I was in pain. Then I went back to the same dream each time after awaking. There wasn’t much happening in the dream but the same thing over and over.

I was sitting down in a chair of sorts. I can’t remember the style of chair. My arms were on rests and I could not more them. I don’t know if my arms were secured or maybe I just couldn’t move them. Then there was something first only on one shoulder then another on my other shoulder. They never spoke or made any sounds. I could not move my head to see. In fact I could not move my body. These things were digging into my brain. It was painful and this pain caused me to wake up and cry and make sounds of pain but then I fell back asleep. The same dream kept happening over and over. I kept waking up in pain and falling back asleep. The pain I felt was in my head, the crown area, in my arms, legs but not my body.

The last time I went back into the dream I wanted to see what was on my shoulders doing this to me. Sometimes when I dream I do have some control if I make the effort. I know other people can do this, too. I can compare this to when I used to do “vision quests”, as I don’t know of a better term to explain this. The vision quests I would do involved some preparation, herbs, incense, and my personal ritual, etc. I learned how to do this on my own with the help of some information about protection and what herbs to use. I used the vision quests to seek out answers to questions.

Now in the dream I wanted to see what was doing this to me. I was able to leave my body and view myself. I only could see from behind myself. I could not see my face. (I can only remember one dream where I actually saw my face while looking in a mirror several years ago. I never see my face in my dreams, except this one time.)

The things that were sitting on my shoulders each held what looked like silver spoons. They were using these to scoop out my brain. I just watched and didn’t speak. There was a hole in my head at the crown area where they were scooping or like digging out. I could see the hole and there were red and white colors in it. Like they were looking for something. They did not notice me watching. They were like shadows, no color or details, they moved. I could only make out their posture and out lines. They were each the same size. Each was about two or three feet in height. They each had a head, arms, hands, body, legs, feet and wings. They were like perched on each shoulder, knees bent facing each other with my head in the middle. I could only see the side profile, and their body parts and wings were proportionate. I could not make out their facial features. In one hand they each held a silver spoon. I could see the shape and shine clearly. They seemed to communicate without speaking. The sight of the hole in my head was rather gruesome but I had no fear or concern. It wasn’t a nightmare, but a different type of dream. Since thinking about it, my conclusion is that it was some kind of healing. I don’t know. It was just so real and the waking up in pain and returning to the same dream.

Next thing was that for at least two days after I was different. I would have to compare it to being awake but dreaming. I was going through the mechanics of my everyday life but my mind was detached. There’s a psychiatric condition called depersonalization, actually being and doing but feeling as if your not really there. I concluded I was not experiencing such.

The experience I was having, I realized I have had it before, many times. It was when premonitions of the future would be coming to me. At first I became very concerned that during the dream something had happened to my brain and I thought I was having minor strokes. I was confused but since I was still functioning, speaking, etc. it was not minor strokes. Then another thing that had happened was when I woke up and got up in the morning I had no pain in any part of my head or body. This seemed to confirm that I was not being harmed in my dream. I do believe it was a healing dream. It was not a cure as I am still deaf in my right ear, with Tinnitus (a constant high-pitched sound, like a cicada), my words still come out wrong or I can’t remember things, etc. all of which are related to my neurological / brain condion.

Now the days after having this dream and the future premonitions, that came to me. It was one, the same one. When I get these, they are never good. They come to me with out me even thinking. My mind was so cleared out of every thought for those two days while I was awake. The following three nights nightmares only happened. My sleep and while awake were filled with dread and great sadness. There is a “Big Bad” as this is what came to me. I am not crazy I am of sound mind when I write this. Please read and understand this is the warning I received. I have in past years not always believed the warnings, ignored them and refused to gain the details. This time I cannot ignore this warning of the coming “Bad”. It can be prevented.

The government has created a panic and fear and is causing a brainwashing to the truth. There is no worldwide pandemic of swine flu, the H1N1 virus. The government and news reports are telling pregnant women, children and young adults to be vaccinated. The vaccine is not good. It can harm some maybe worse. Do Not get the vaccine. (Do a search on the ingredients, side effects etc.)

The news reports are being made about the Swine Flu to convince people to have this untested vaccine. Those receiving this vaccine are the test subjects our own children. Why? Then the Pharmaceutical will have their test subjects to compile data. In the past vaccines were mostly pushed to the elderly. The test subjects were old, poor health and the data was not reliable. The children are young healthy and would provide more results. There are several different Pharmaceutical manufacturing the H1N1 vaccine. There are ingredients in the vaccines, such as Squalene (aluminum), Thimerosal (Mercury), which are harmful. There have been links to other childhood vaccines of the past containing forms of mercury, which has been associated with the increase of Autism. There are preventative Flu medications like Tamiflu which is really ineffective to Flu virus type A or Relenza which when taken the human body the Flu mutates into a more deadly strain.

The news reports of deaths from the H1N1 virus do not always give the details of the condition of the person prior to them becoming infected with the H1N1 virus. Mainly the people who have died have either had an underlying or other conditions that are already compromising their health. Another factor that is related to the H1N1 virus and this can be true for any virus is a secondary infection. The Swine Flu is a virus and has the characteristics of a Flu virus, fever, aches, headache, etc. A normal healthy person’s own immune system can recover from this infection. What is actually causing the illness that can lead to death is the secondary infection. A person who has been sick or ill recovers but the lungs cannot clear the infection from the body. Most people have a productive cough. They ignore it and expect it to go away. However the cough persists as the lungs keep filling with fluid. By the time a person seeks medical attention they may have waited too long and die. If you have been ill and you still have a cough, feel tired or weak, have lose of breath, or any type of breathing problem seek medical attention. Don’t wait and expect it to go away. Antibiotics can treat lung infections.

There are better ways to protect your self from any Flu virus. Be sure to wash your hands before eating. Do not use your fingers to touch your eyes, mouth (no nail biting), nose or ears. Wash your hands when you come home from being out. Do not go barefoot, as some germs can enter through the feet. Stay away from people who are sick. Cover your mouth / nose when coughing or sneezing with the inside of your elbow, not your hand. If someone is coughing or sneezing avoid the area immediately. If you go to a hospital or clinic wear a protective N95 mask to help protect you from airborne germ particles. This is not the flat mask, as these only help keep others from being infected. These are typically found at check in desks. Do not use public bathrooms.

If someone is ill at your home keep the person in one area of your home. Sanitize the rest of your home with a mixture of water and bleach. Clean door handles, light switches, bathrooms, etc wearing latex or rubber gloves. If possible open the windows to allow fresh air to come in.

Use a humidifier and add a few drops of commercial Bacteriostat, Eucalyptus (radiate), Lavender, Clove (buds), Lemon, Cinnamon (Cinnamonum Verum), and Rosemary Essential Oils, not fragrance oils. If you don’t use a humidifier fill a pan with water and add the Essential Oils to the water and heat on the stove but only to a low simmer. Since heat can destroy the properties of Essential Oil. Use equal drops of the above Essential Oils. Try about 5 to 10 drops each or 1/8 to ¼ of a teaspoon per gallon or pot of water.

Take extra vitamin C and vitamin D which both help to activate the immune system. Do not exceed the daily dose for vitamin D. Since vitamin D is a fat-soluble vitamin and is stored in the “fat” of your body and excess amounts can become toxic. Plus this vitamin is also found in sunlight. If you live in a warm climate with daily sunshine you should be able to absorb vitamin D and would not have to take a vitamin. Vitamin C is a water-soluble vitamin and flushes out of your system and will not reach toxic levels. In addition, vitamin C is depleted in bodies by cigarette smokers and should be replaced daily. Never smoke around sick people. Go outside to smoke. Cigarette smoke will delay healing or even cause secondary illnesses to occur.

There is also a trace mineral which helps prevent fluid build up in the lungs. It is Selenium. If you don’t take a daily multiple vitamin with minerals you may consider doing so and your other family members for at least the next six months. Be sure to read the labels that the vitamins you use are for the correct age and weight especially for children. Do not get vitamins with iron. These are only needed if you are anemic. If a child takes too many vitamins with iron it will poison them and possible cause death. You don’t need to buy organic or the high priced vitamins. Your body can and will use vitamins and minerals regardless of the source. Be careful of the inactive ingredients such as dyes and others as some people can have allergic reactions to these.

Talk to a health professional or someone who has knowledge of the contents of vitamins for more information on deciding what vitamin supplement you should use. I am not a professional health provider. Please research my advice.

The premonition and warning was of the vaccine, it is bad. The other information I have provided is information and advice. You ultimately have the choice of what to do. Please research and be aware before you make your final choice.